Boredoms strikes almost everybody. Well, the fact that Heart's day is fast approaching, nobody in our school feels the in  spirit. whoa. Valentines na pla?? that's the usual statements of my classmates. Well, here's an overview of what's really happening inside our classroom. We are oh so busy for deadlines. Cramming!! I love you!! ;p PAASCU accreditation is fast approaching too! hay. Let the pictures talk for themselves...

[these were all taken yesterday, lunchtime...boredom!! boo! ;p]

Pards...are you sleeping AGAin? hahahahaha...c MICHAEL!!! ;p

Look at me and Bianca!! we look soo haggard here!! haha!

Bianca: sarap ng shake...

Me: hay..*toot*!! I'm soo missing you!! 20 more minutes and lunch nio na din...Ur killing me with ur charms..I hate you!!! I'm too sleepy..I'll just wait for you in my dreams..ah..daydreams..

hahaha. i swear. Isusumpa ni Bianca e2ng pic namin na toh. Binakee, nakita mo na? For sure, ayaw mo toh!! well..crossed fingers here!! sana d nia toh makita...

Tags and Pards busy doing..ah..homeworks?? well...homeworks were done na pla in school..haha..why? coz we're too busy watching...

An overview of our classroom...well, we'll be staying there for barely 2 months for good..so sad!! I'll miss everyone!! especially...YOU!!! [look at my classmates, serious effect? we're just too genius to study and read. what are they doing instead? writing lovenotes!! haha. well! ;p]

Now you saw how's my days running this week? well..that's been my life in school..until kanina..I had this dream..and I'm so confused..I consulted Sir Fabian about it and he interpret it..I love you sir!! Ur da best!!

hay..I'm soo happy about that dream and what sir fabian told me about *toot*...he asked me if I wanna talk to *toot*. But, I insisted. I said I'm not yet ready, but I'll be..soon!! In the meantime, Sir fabian advised me to stare at him in the eyes..then let's see...it's for you to find out what's next!! I'm sooo happy! Nothing can ever compare with what I feel now..ur driving me to insanity again!! I hate you! yet.. I love you..

Our Catering Project last January 28, 2006 will be forever cherished. Though Ms. Dionisio was a bit disappointed since we were asked to be at school by 6:30 am [i was still  asleep that time], most of us came late. Anyway, it was all a success. We had this catering activity for the disabled around the vicinity. We met this super kulit little boy named Jiro. {I can't upload his pic unfortunately, but once my computer is in the mood na, I will] Jiro is a Japanese. Such a cutie!! He taught us different sign languages like I love you, maganda ako, etc. hay..super worth it ung pagod!! Here are some pics of the event..I haven't uploaded the pics from the party itself since busy aq nun..haha..saan? uhm..basta!! hehe..once I stole pics from my classmates dun sa party tlga..I'll upload them here..meanwhile here are some pics..

Taken at Jollibees' wash room. We like pictures taken at the CR. hahahaha. joke. We were about to go home..a little fixing up is all we need.

Rayve, our very own muse and Pards, Michael's one and only...love? ..aren't they sweet? haha..the fish fillet was yummy!! ;p

Prissel having her intermission number...

What are you doing Arski? ;p

Mama Rosel is the cook and in charge of everything that morning. Pwede ng mag-asawa! db Rosel? ;p

There you have it!! By the way, Isang and Pards, as well as Biankee had their kilig moments yesterday. Pards finally met him na!! yay! haha..me? nah-ah..he wasn't there!! But my insanity-turned-ang kapal was there!! Is he waiting for sum1? aq yun!! haha..ANG KAPAL!! ;p

see yah around!!

THE PROM:

Okay..okay. So our school's prom will be next friday. aww. prom here they come!! haha.. Ms. MAgalit asked us already who are going and not. Once you've said yes, you cannot back out anymore. So, u must be very sure of your answer. I answered NO. I think there were only 10 who will come on the prom. [in our class] The juniors will dominate the prom night for sure..just like what happened last year. Many kept on asking me why I don't want to go and they kept on insisting that I should come. There are soo many reasons, actually why I answered no. Well, for those juniors who are asking us seniors on what to expect regarding the prom thingy in our school..here goes..

Remember that our prom is way different from other school's prom!! Of course you can't bring your boyfriend if he's from another school. Hint no.1..guys will be paired to girls automatically by pairing. Okay, since boys and girls' class are separated, one boys' class will have their counterpart. Last year, my section was paired with 3-12 [ehem!! ;p] You'll be asked to go at the 2nd floor of the St.John's bldg then you'll sit as a class. Some teachers will facilitate the pairing. I remember the day of our pairing..that was feb 7, 2005..[i still remember it!! ;p] a guy will pick a piece of paper then he'll give it to the teacher..they will do that one by one so everybody will see it..then the teacher on duty will announce the name written on the paper..tada! u now have ur prom partner! how's that? Honestly, I hate that system. But what can I do? It's over and I'm quite happy with my partner..hehe.. Hint no..2  You should never leave your partner..look who's talking??!! haha..well, i already felt regrets when I did left my prom date..Seize the moments with him..The fact that u were paired by chance not by choice, maybe God has plans for the both of you. As for me, I let that chance fade..Now, I am slowly realizing his worth on me. Better be careful than sorry!! Enjoy every moment u have together..it's a plus if ur partner is nice and good looking..hahaha..joke.. Hint no.4 Dance til you drop. Okay, so the dance floor will be opened as soon as the key passing ceremony thingy is over. After those mushy ceremonies, the lights will be turned off. As soon as the area gets dimmed, the dance floor is finally open! Dance til you drop! Of course, be ready for those oh-so-sweet-slow-dance with ur unexpected admirers. Hint no5 Eat before you leave the house. Remember that the prom will not start exactly on the said time. You'll be served dinner after the speeches of school officials [is this really a prom? haha] I think ours were served at around 8 pm something.. Hint no.6 Have your make up done early to avoid being late. You'll have a different prom if you'll come late. Of course, you'll miss the chance of being with ur partner coz u'll be paired with someone new, and u'll miss the candle ceremonies and the torch lightning!! Hint no.7 Bring ur camera. I'm sure u want to remember that big night forever!! aha!!

There u have some hints on the prom..well I wanted to continue it but I remembered something..ahaha...maybe I can work as a "prom guru"..haha..wtf? I suck. Well..I hope you'll have a blast this prom. Don't emulate me!!! wahahahha..kita na lang tau sa gradball? ;p I'll make bawi on you!! Good luck sa partner nia! ;p

FADED DREAMS :(

I am very passionate about Ateneo. It's my dream school. The fact that my sister studied there, I know that it can give me the best education I want. I once dreamt of being on the hills of Loyola. I once imagined myself sitting on one of the bench in the campus. I saw myself attending masses in the Church of the Gesu..as part of the Ateneo community. I once dreamt of wearing my Ateneo shirt with my banner, being in the sea of blue and cheering my heart out at the big dome. I once dreamt of flying high with the blue eagles. I once dreamt of being an Atenean. As the year 2006 begun, I had the saddest news to start the year. I have no more wings to fly. My dreams all faded. They are slowly slipping out my hands turning into a dust being pulled by the wind. I cry whenever I think of what happened. But, I want to stop and move on. I know God has better plans for me. He didn't gave me Ateneo for some reasons. I dunno what are those reasons..but I still can't understand..still I'm trying. Maybe, I'm not for Ateneo. There is a place which is way better for me. God will find a way for me to realize and accept that. Though there is still a little hope for me to get there, I don't want to expect. The bigger the expectations, the harder for you to move on if you fail to meet them. I'm so frustrated right now. I still have no school for college. If I could turn back time, I would really do better. But as they say, regrets are always at the end. I have to face the reality. Yesterday, Mia and I went to Ateneo. I dunno why I did that. To add bitterness to myself? As we were strolling around the campus, I felt sorrow. I know that I cannot be there on June as a freshman. We went to the Church of the Gesu. I prayed. I thanked God for everything, good and bad. I asked him to give me strength to face all this sadness. He is giving me another chance. I hope that whatever the outcome will be, I can accept it wholeheartedly. Though I cannot cheer anymore for the blue eagles, blue blood will still run deep on me..forever..

A special birthday tribute :)

Friendship means closing the gap between two opposite people. Tynna and I are somewhat like that. I honestly forgot how and when did we started as "friends". We're not the usual friends  others used to be. We don't spend time together, well..the fact that she's miles away and we haven't seen each other personally. I haven't known her since childhood days like my other friends. I can't be her crying shoulder [literally], I can't spend birthdays with her. I dunno how we ended up being friends despite all those things and hindrances. Tynna and I used to love the blue school in Katipunan. I think that was the MAIN reason why we became friends. At first, it's just about being passionate about the blue eagles. But, we landed farther than we expected. We were I think, destined to be friends indeed. We share each others sentiments on how our team lost a bad game, our dreams of flying high with the blue eagles, our quest for Mr. Right, and other things we could talk about. Though technology was just our means of communication, I can feel her presence when I needed it most. She was always there to give me sound advices, cheer me up when I'm down, laugh with me, and all! Though there are still some things that we don't know yet about each other, the bond that was formed between us closed that gap.

Tynna, thanks for being there for me..thanks for trusting me and allowing me to be part of your wonderful life. I know you'll go places. Though we're not yet sure of what the future holds for us, I wish u hapiness in everything you'll do! I know you can make it. Just believe in yourself {i know you will]. I'm just here if you need me. Take care of yourself and don't let the matters of the heart pull you down. There are so many reasons to be happy! And if ever you'll find that special someone, think of all the things that are at risk. I know that I don't have to tell all these things..alam mo na toh eh..well..just want you to know that i really do care for you. We're friends ryt? Someday we'll meet na..I know..and I can feel it!! haha.. That day, as u promised me, papakilala mo na xa sa kin ha?! hehe..well..same with me!:) Stay the same Tynna I know. Happy birthday! *wink*

"True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for."

Remember you've asked me once to choose my song for you? well..here it goes..:)

I'll be there :)

When you wake up each mornin' and you feel like callin' I'll be there for you When the road seems uncertain And you can't stop the hurtin' I'll be there for you When there's no one beside you I'll be there to guide you Catch you each time you fall When the stars won't shine anymore I'll be there.... When the world is unkind And your dreams they need more time I'll be there for you If the rules they keep breakin' And the future is fadin' I'll be there for you The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand Don't ever let it go When the stars won't shine anymore I'll be there.... Who knows where we'll go What will tomorrow bring When we have each other Just hold on tight We can touch the skies and fly...... I'll be there for you.... The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand Don't ever let it go When the stars won't shine anymore I'll be there.... I'll be there....

*** i made this for your birthday. I'm not sure If I can make this on the exact day of ur bday so I decided to make it in advance. I hope u like it :)  and oh..sorry if I stole a pic from ur account. hehe. :)